I am just sorry, with everything happening, I just don't know what really we can do. I am at a loss. We couldn't protect them. I wasn't there. Why did I have to be unaware? I feel... useless.
Fuck, I wish I was the one dead. All of them. WHY THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN? What do we do... What can we do... To everyone, I am sorry. I wasn't there to help. I lost friends. People we held close to our hearts, and people we cared about. I don't know how we are coming back from this. I am gonna take a break from writing. This is getting too much.
- Secret